The house is especially quiet tonight. It's just me and Brylie this weekend, and oh how I hate being alone in a strange place. Yes, I still feel like I'm in a strange place. It just doesn't feel like home, especially without Bobby. You could say I'm depressed. That's a fair assumption at this point. Brylie is laying next to me, ogling over a bottle of lotion. She's adorable as usual, but not quite satisfying my human interaction needs. I'm needy tonight. I'm a needy, depressed, lonely, emotional, anxious young... person, I suppose.
But it's only at night, I swear. When the sun goes down, the frown comes around. Could it possibly be my new birth control? I have been a little... irregular the past couple of days while it's been kickin' in. Let's see, what can I do to turn this frown upside down? How about a list? Well, what a great idea Elyssa. Why didn't I think of that? A list of positives. Even more so, a list of things to look forward to. Here we go...
1. My trip to see Bobby is coming up very shortly. If I can just make it through these next x amount of days, I have a big piece of heaven waiting for me on the other side of the world.
2. The joy in my heart that Brylie gets to see her daddy, and vice versa. Nothing makes a mommy happier then seeing the love in her husband's eyes for their daughter.
3. I have a whole weekend of embarrassment free singing at the top of my lungs. Time to break out the Glee Karaoke.
4. Everything that is going to happen when I get back from my trip to x. I will be going back to Redding to see my family one last time before Bobby gets back and then I'll be moving into our new house back in gorgeous San Diego.
5. My life in general, I suppose. Yep, I ran out of things. Just the fact that Bobby is coming home in a few months pretty much overpowers everything else.
So if you take pity on me, then please, entertain my sad little heart in some way. Email me, call me, text me, chat with me... I mean really the possibilities are endless. Thank you Internet.
Happy blogging,
Elyssa and Brylie.
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I feel this way at night to. My husbands coming home very soon from being gone 8 months. I lived with my parents in OR for the most part of deployment but came back down to Oxnard CA to set up our new place for when he gets home. So now I'm here and alone, except for my 2 cats. The nights suck. But then I remember that i can watch what i want on tv now :) so for the next couple weeks the remote is mine!
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